Saturday, June 30, 2007

Transformers - the movie

I watched transformers!! and i think its damn nice haha maybe cos i've never seen the original cartoon or stuff so to me now is wah wah and wah.. ha both me and my sis thinks bumble bee is damn cute.. cos of the music he plays when sam's with the girls.. and there's really this super funny part when all the autobots were hiding from the parents hahaha.. so cute!!

catch it if you haven, i quite like the fighting scenes =)



Sunday, June 24, 2007

blissful da biaomei

i've an official biao ge and biao sao now. so touched. *wisps eye mo drops from my eyes*

da jewel box - mount faber

went for weiyan's bday party at da altivo bar at mount faber last night, beautiful place! wouldn't have gone if i din have the car for the night, drove my kpo dad n mum along cos they wanna go romantic ha.. quite funny cos i was literally the chauffeur, both of them sat behind talking while i drove alone in the front.. when i reach da jewel box i drop and let them drive to vivo for some late night walk walk and makan =)


time to share the pics, the place's really nice!! couples should all go once to see the scenary =)




the ground floor~

Stars panel, catch ah du and ah bee!


even my Rain was here before!! =)))))

the glass door or bar i can't remember..

i went to this - altivo bar at da jewel box

the scenery from the side..

frens eating at da romantic place

beautiful night...

beautiful night (2)

open concept toilets ha..

da pretty basins =)



the balcony!

me photo whoring ha
time to go home.. look at the jam....

Monday, June 18, 2007

the subconscious..

it has being so long it surprises me that he actually appeared in my dream again last night.. this one was a little special because he was wearing his number 4! gosh, how amazing that is because i don't even have a chance to see him wear that in person.. in my dream he was walking to my direction along a stretch along some block of flats, i was with some friends and obviously clowning around becos i rem jumping onto the pavement and saw him on my right walking towards me.. but as if i was invisible he walk a few more steps and turn down on another stretch of pavement..

i gave chase, eager to see where he went.. i found him.. carrying a dark bag, his number 4 half tucked, back facing me, climbing up the stairs to his place.. slowing disappearing..


below the block there was a girl, with a sunken heart drowned with disappointment.. hoping he will run down the stairs and say hi.



dreams ain't always beautiful

Saturday, June 16, 2007

nice song on a rainy day ~


Ever since i got my Sony Ericsson w810, i've the luxury of blasting music into my ears on every bus journeys.. today after tuition, i took my long long 1 hour bus journey back home with the company of a couple of new songs on my playlist.. here's one that i love the most, its almost like a few years back when i was so in love with bbmak's song - Ghost of you and me ha.. but can't really remember how it songs like now..
Anyway, just go listen to this song k.. its just super super nice.. i like the lyrics, alot.

What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

i love songs that stir feelings within you.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

broke frens~

i shan't be an unhappy girl anymore ha.. becos that makes all my friends very broke.. they have to give extra ingredients in ice creams, accompany me to bike and buy me stuff.. and den make expensive trips...

just a hour or two ago, mr piggy had a special delivery to my house!! taDa, my favourite apple strudalssssssssssssss haha.. although its a little crazy like my mum says but still, as long as i happy jiu hao..

even jodie was excited at having special desserts today, but me not gonna share ha.. will finish it by myself ;)))

thanks so much!@ =)





sunday might have pri school outing~! so exciting, i haven seen them for like 7 -8 years???? ha weekend faster come faster come faster come...

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

fright night and east coast cycling~

fright night trial last night was quite fun.. there seemed to be something going on bout me and bloody mary.. but on the whole it ended pretty fast ha.. i only had some cheap thrill for the night before sharing cab with wei xi and his cute sister home ha..

originally planned for half day leave today to take break and go out with mr nvp's frens who asked me to go cycling at east coast.. since office politics is getting from bad to worse these days missing half day more doesn't make a difference.. but morning raining and me sleepy ha.. so took the whole day off instead.. den afternoon meet them at bp for lunch before heading over to east coast..

what i must say is mr nvp and his fren fei mao has interesting frens ha.. like wei jie who has a big 'ang kong' or tattoo they call it and really is the typical ah beng teachers hate at school haha.. he was telling me how he talked to his teachers last time and how they will disturb relief teachers like me ha.. quite an eye opener becos when you know him better you know he's not a bad guy.. but just someone who really detests studying.. he scored a hefty 37 points for o levels ha. 5 subjects eh. never pass any ha.. i was like ?!@?!?! the other three frens were really quiet and i can't even remember their name....

mr nvp was great at crapping so managed to get the uncle to offer us the bike till close shop for 10 bucks.. 4 plus hours for us to waste.. so er, we just cycle and cycle.. but becos of some drama baby like fei mao, we were damn tired after 3 plus hours ha.. that fei mao bluff me mr nvp and wei jie that he kanna comb at some back alley and his wallet and bag all gone.. been kind pple three of us believed and cycled some half hour to find him(reasons to believe was: we sent him off alone to find out whether mac was raining, second: he got kiam pa face that apparently got him beaten up some time ago by a malay) ha so when he revealed he was kidding the three of us jokingly cycled off at great speed pretend angry.. but we really too shag.. cycle here and there.. so we faster return bike and went for dinner at parkway.. settled for the foodcourt where we each took our pick..

den home sweet home!! fully recharged for the negative ions at work tml.. i hope camp comes soon ha.. time to have some fun with shambaa and ferrets =)))

on bikes: the one on left is weijie, right is mr nvp, if you observe closer you might catch his angkong on his back..


weijie: trying to stunt ride..


mr nvp: act cute...


wind big big..
left: weijie, right: mr nvp..

Sunday, June 10, 2007

the life of the princess in solitude.

pretty simple, carefree, doing what i wan and what i like.

burn burn ouch

went for my facial appointment to remove some of the moles on my face~ becos i previously had an agreement with the beauty consultant on the price and how much will be removed.. but today they sort of went back on their word and i din really get what i wan for the price.. couldn't really blame the consultant.. she has a nasty boss.. and i din wanna make her job hard.. so there, i guess i've to make another trip somewhere for the unfinished work..

but just telling those who wanna remove the prickly stuff on your face, it really hurts alot!!! cos they use some electric thingy that just go zzz!! den burn burn chao ta smell.. ouch ouch.. like tattoo-ing? and the aftermath hurts as much as well... so now my face have some burn holes haha.. and it will take quite a few weeks to recover.. hope they will be gone for good! bring away the bad luck too...

Saturday, June 09, 2007

cheEr up day & therapeutic ice cream =)

as usual, saturdays are dedicated to special time with the attention seeking boy.. i was late for ten mins and i immediately received a sms from da impatient mister..

"where are you?"

"at may flower sec eh, walking over.. 5 mins."

"five mins or five hours?? take so long... but nvm, den like that can end later."

hah and that put me at my wits end.. dunno how to reply.. but i did not end later than usual today becos that silly boy hadn't had lunch at a time like 2.30 so there, since we're both hungry ghosts we ended the session after 2 hr and 15 mins

and i decided to pop by my fav hangout place for my fav horlicks ice cream waffle as lunch.. Before i went over, i send a message to mr nvP to ask if he's working.. i'm a lucky girl today so ya guess it. On my way there, i was waiting to cross the road to uob along thomson and after crossing i received a call from mr good fren~ hah

"good fren what you doing at thomson??"

"ha how you know, you eating prata saw me crossing road ar, later i go find you lor"

"no no, someone tell me you there.. i not there, what you doing here?"

"got tuition at amk ma, den decided to pop by eat ice cream.. find my fren.. "

"haa yuan lai.. no la, i was drinking tea with my lao pa den drive past saw you waiting to cross road, li hai right like that also can see"

"aiya mei nu crossing road you wan to see right den realise its me"

"hahahahahah ya la ya la, mei nu"

after lotsa yada yada to catch up with mr good fren.. i reached icekimo! mr nvp know i'm was in a not pleasant mood so he PERSONALLY took my order, fixed it and served it!

the chef who fixed my therapeutic food~ who v nicely let me talk photo of him in that bright pink apron ha.. in case you wondering what he's doing, he's trying to block his face but too late!


if you had seen my first few posts you would have seen the original horlicks ice cream with waffle ha.. this one was specially made by mr nVP.. ice cream with koko krunch in a smiley face
he made the ice cream and the waffle!


my favorite seat and hangout place..


trying to see whose phone have better resolutions..
but his n73 is 3.2 mega pix. win le lor


sky dark dark, time to go home~




there's alway reasons to smile..
and reasons to be happy..




my darling.

Friday, June 08, 2007

Pms-ing...

its the time of the year... i'm in the sink in bottom can't seem to get myself up mood... so i'm here to vent at this space.. this empty space for myself..

and i dunno why i've this rock bottom feelin again, i'm supposed to be damn hao mai till any big thing happens i'll just shrug it off.. but somehow i'll just get affected by certain stuff.. i dunno why you tell me things at the point when i've no ways to salvage it.. because telling me now that blah blah might have been bearing an unknown animosity will only make me hslx and wonder what i did wrong..

and if your motive is to make me feel bad or prove i did wrong, yes you succeeded! yaY, i'm the worst person in the whole wide world so please stay far far from me. ESP if you're a guy.. tall short fat thin whatever size or kuan please keep away.

beCOS, i'm some unknown vixen or monsters that prob jinx everyone beside you but you.

HA.

at this point of time i really wish that no one of the opp sex exists.


sorry.


me just wan frens. normal frens. sigh.


me wan to be v v v happy n hao mai n pretty.

me wan to be v v happy n hao mai.

me wan to be v happy.

me just wan to be happy.